Wait.

I hardly know what to say.
Things are moving- slowly- but they are coming together, one agonizing shard at a time. It's all about waiting, you see. Waiting for the unemployment decision, waiting for some family to see the Craigslist post about the kittens and want them. Waiting for some stranger to want something that I own. Waiting for things that seem almost out of my control.
At this point, I'm existing on the patience and interest of others. I am entirely grateful, to my very core, but I stretch for the lessons in this. There are so many.
What will happen?
How will this turn out?
Where will I be?
I can't see into the future as well as I used to, so the primary exercise is one in trust. Trust the universe, my friends, my lover, my family.
Not any easy thing for me, now that I think about it.....